It was Friday. Gaurav woke up
just as the plane landed. The flight was only for an hour but when it landed at
Pune Airport, he felt refreshed. It was for the first time this week that he
had slept well. He was confident also for the first time this week about the
state of affairs of job as well as his heart.
As he made his way towards the
baggage belt, he switched on his phone. He had to resist the temptation to call
Sakshi. He would rather give her a surprise, for the look on her face, when she
sees him, was too valuable to miss.
While waiting for his luggage near the baggage belt, Gaurav received a call from
Prateek which he answered smiling. As he spoke, the smile vanished.
Thirty minutes later, there was a
lone bag rolling along the baggage belt, and a stunned Gaurav standing there
without moving.
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Five days prior.
It was almost past noon on Monday
and Gaurav sat in his seat staring at his monitor. He knew he was angry. He was
just not sure at whom.
Few minutes ago, he was chastised
by his manager, Subbu, for being late to office three times in three weeks. He
had woken up at 4 AM to board the earliest possible flight from Pune. It was
not his fault that some airline could not keep up to their schedule. And it was
not his fault that his girlfriend was in Pune and not in Bangalore. Gaurav
wanted to explain but Subbu would not listen. Subbu never listened.
‘Because of such behavior I am
not able to trust you with any thing but the most trivial work in the project.
If you keep behaving this way, you may soon find yourself redundant!’ Subbu felt
that coming late to office showed lack of discipline. This was against the
company policy, he argued. For the company, it did not matter that he worked fourteen
hours a day for almost the entire week. That was not dedication. But coming
late once a week was lack of dedication. He had tried to explain this to the
HR, going up to the head of the HR department. But all he got back was that ‘Policy
is Policy’. HR would not listen to him.
Gaurav wanted to explain to
Sakshi, his girlfriend that he could not come to Pune every weekend. Not that
he was worried about the expenditure; he could spend any amount for his
girlfriend. But travelling every week was making his work life hell. His work
was suffering as was his impression on his boss. But he could not explain it to
her either and she would not listen. This was a punishment and he had to take
it silently.
Nobody listens!!! Gaurav was
seething now. A thought occurred and he knew what he had to do. He picked up
the phone and called Prateek, his best friend. He had to tell somebody.
‘I am going to write GRE and go
to the America. To hell with Subbu, to hell with this company and to hell with
Sakshi!’
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Gaurav and Sakshi were in love
for as long they knew each other, six year to be precise. They met on the first
day of college and it was love at first sight. They were committed to each
other and had never had serious trouble in their relationship. Until now, that
is.
After college, both had been
placed with reputed companies but in different cities. Gaurav was in Bangalore
while Sakshi was in Pune. Economy played its role and neither Gaurav nor Sakshi
had succeeded in getting another offer from the other city. They finally surrendered to the fate but
vowed to successfully continue their relationship long distance. They also
decided that Sakshi should search for a job in Bangalore as it had better
opportunities for both of them. But economy remained tough and job remained
elusive.
It was a year and half into the
long distance relationship and both sides were losing patience. Sakshi was
trying her best but it was not easy to be on the toes always preparing for the
interview while trying to learn her job in the company. And Gaurav eager to
help Sakshi, would overstep with his suggestions sometimes.
One day while they were having
dinner, he asked about her preparation one too many times, and something
snapped inside for Sakshi. She got up from the table, her dinner half finished
and walked away without speaking a word. Gaurav was too embarrassed to finish
his dinner. After a lot of apologies and promises, Sakshi calmed down.
It was six months now, but Gaurav
repented that he said what he said on the day. He was still paying for it by
flying to Pune twice a week. And there was no way he could speak about it
without jeopardizing the relationship.
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‘I am going to write GRE and go
to America. To hell with Subbu, to hell with this company and to hell with
Sakshi! In fact I am not even sure that Sakshi is interested in this
relationship anymore. Why should I care about her?’
Prateek listened patiently to
Gaurav’s rant. But much later when Gaurav had run out of steam and was in
position to listen, Prateek reasoned with him. He convinced Gaurav that all the
frustration was due to a simple fact. They were not able to handle the long
distance relationship. And the solution too. Just accept this fact that Sakshi
might not be able to mobe to Bangalore and look for a jon in Pune.
‘Isn’t your company opening a branch in Pune?
Why don’t you apply for transfer?’
Gaurav could not deny his logic.
He decided to talk to his manager. If he explained his plight to his manager,
he might find a way for the transfer.
By evening, Gaurav felt happy.
His manager had promised him that he would look for information about openings
in the Pune location and find out about the transfer.
.
After dinner, Gaurav was still
working. Michael, one of his seniors in the team, walked to his desk and asked
if he cared to have a smoke?
‘I don’t smoke, sorry’ Gaurav
replied with a smile.
‘Then you can give me company. It’s for your
benefit, I can assure you’, said Michael.
Gaurav and Michael walked out to
the stairway.
‘I overheard you talking to Subbu
today morning. I sit close to his desk, you know’, Michael started.
Gaurav was embarrassed. Michael
knew about Sakshi and all the trouble she was giving him. But Michael had other
things on his mind.
‘Do you think Subbu would
genuinely try to find you a position in Pune?’, asked Michael but did not wait
for Gaurav’s answer.
‘If you think so then you have
lot to learn about this company’, he smiled wryly.
‘Do you know Kumar Mani?’,
Michael continued. ‘He is the one who is setting up a team in Pune. He is a
senior VP and worked here for a long time. Now he has moved to Pune. But I
heard he is having trouble getting people. If I were you, I would contact him
directly.’
Michael smiled once again. There
was something sad about it. ‘This company does this to people who stay here for
long. You cannot trust anybody any more. You will learn soon. And, nobody
should know we spoke.’ With that, Michael walked away. He never spoke to Gaurav
again, that week or later.
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Tuesday afternoon, Gaurav had
just spoken to Subbu. His perception about Michael had changed from being sad
pessimistic loser to being an Oracle, a prophet. Subbu had acted as Michael had
predicted. First he had refused to acknowledge that there were any vacancies in
Pune. When Gaurav had asked specifically about Kumar Mani’s team, Subbu had
changed his tactics. Now he spoke that even if there were vacancies, the
company policy forbade any internal transfers. He had dismissed Gaurav with a
sarcastic note that he should concentrate on work and all his problems would go
away.
Gaurav came back to his seat. He
felt sick of the politics and the cheap tricks. He walked out for fresh air and
tried calling Sakshi. She did not answer the phone the first time. Five minutes
later when he called back, she answered, but only long enough to say that she
was in a meeting and would call back. Gaurav knew she was lying. Gaurav knew
Sakshi long enough to know that; her voice was nervous! Why was she lying? What
was she hiding? At that moment Gaurav came to a decision. He would contact
Kumar Mani himself. He would get to Pune at whatever cost. That night Gaurav
went back home early, prepared his resume and emailed it to Kumar Mani along
with a request to consider him for any open positions.
It was late in the night when
Gaurav had finished. Sakshi had not called back yet.
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Wednesday morning came with good
news. Kumar Mani had replied, and wanted to speak with Gaurav. It was afternoon
when they spoke for half an hour. First fifteen minutes Kumar Mani asked simple
technical questions and Gaurav felt he must have answered them satisfactorily, because
for next 15 minutes Kumar spoke about his new project and how it would be
interesting. Gaurav was not interested in any of that. All he wanted was to
relocate to Pune. In the end, Kumar recommended to talk to Surabhi, the HR
manager and get back to him.
Gaurav immediately sent an email
to Surabhi expressing his interest in moving to Pune. He requested her to
suggest a time for a meeting so that he could explain his reasons. He did not
get a response that day.
That night as he lay on his bed,
he wanted to speak to Sakshi. This was a big decision and she should know. But
he felt stubborn. She had not called back since yesterday. He decided not to
call.
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Thursday early morning, Surabhi
herself walked to his desk and asked him to follow her to a meeting room. In
the meeting room, for first five minutes she allowed him to explain why he
wanted the move. Gaurav poured his heart out. He was now very desperate to move
and genuinely feeling that if he did not go, his relationship with Sakshi would
end. She was already cold shouldering him over the phone; it was not long
before it would collapse.
But Surabhi seemed unmoved. She
was staring at the paper which she had brought with her and started speaking, ‘Let
me be frank, Gaurav. I can completely empathize with your situation and would
want to help you in any way I can. But here, my hands are tied. Your current
project is very important for the company and your work is critical for its
success. I spoke to your manager and he says that your contribution has been
fantastic, although you are only 2 years old in the company and that if you
leave, we risk delaying this project by 6 months at least. I know we have a policy
for inter-location transfer, but considering the importance of your work, we
cannot allow it.’
She finally looked at Gaurav.
Gaurav could not believe his ears. He was performing fantastically? And that he
was critical for the project?
‘But Surabhi,’ Gaurav started.
‘If my manager feels I am performing so great, he should tell so in my
appraisal. I can show you the records, his comments are all negative including
a warning that if I don’t improve he would have to put me in under-performer
list. And that was only 1 month ago.’ Gaurav could hardly speak any further. He
was seething with anger.
Surabhi looked up and smiled,
‘See, Sometimes manager have to give bad rating even for good performers for
various reasons. You know we try to fit everybody in a bell curve. Also
sometimes, giving bad rating to a fresher motivates him to perform even better.
I am sure you have a bright future ahead of you here.’
She could see that Gaurav was not
convinced. ‘I will look into your rating. I will see what I can do. But I
cannot approve your transfer. I am sorry!’
Gaurav felt betrayed. He knew
that he would not be allowed to move. And even if he stayed here, Subbu would
make sure to make his life hell. Subbu kept his grudges. Gaurav walked out of
office and it was half an hour before he cooled down. Then the conversation
with Kumar Mani came back to him. ‘Talk to Surabhi and get back to me whatever
happens.’ Kumar had predicted the outcome with prescience. Gaurav smiled.
Gaurav called Kumar and told him
whatever had happened. Gaurav tried very hard to control his anger. But Kumar
sensed the situation. He was cool.
‘I can talk to Surabhi and
convince her about your transfer. You don’t have to worry about that. I have
sufficient pull in the company. But I want to make two things clear; first, if
I were to get you here, you cannot go back to Bangalore office any time soon.
So, you should be very sure that you want to move to Pune.
Secondly, I want a promise from
you that you will stay in this project for atleast 2 years. This project is
very important for me and I can be a very vengeful person’, Kumar laughed.
‘So think about it. If you say
yes, you will have to move immediately. So think thoroughly.’
As Gaurav disconnected the call,
he had never felt so unsure about himself. His resolve about not calling Saskhi
melted without a trace, and he called Sakshi. It was busy.
He tried many times during the next
hour. It was still busy. He called up Prateek.
‘I should have told you this
earlier…’ Prateek was speaking, ‘Sakshi has been behaving strangely past one
month or so. She is on phone many times, and Priya is secretive about Sakshi
too.’
Priya was Prateek’s girlfriend
and Sakshi’s roommate.
‘This week, Sakshi disappeared
for 2 days, 2 working days! I don’t know where she went. And Priya just smiled
when I asked the question. And yesterday while we were having dinner at their
place, Sakshi got a call. When Sakshi returned after the call, Priya and Sakshi
exchanged some weird looks, I felt something was fishy. So I checked Sakshi’s
phone while she was not looking and the last call was from ‘Robert’. And then
there were some SMSs about meeting.. That’s all I could find out, but I am not
used to snooping into other people’s mobile..”
‘Robert? Of all the people,
Robert? ‘ Gaurav could not believe it. Robert was their classmate who had Who had
a crush on Sakshi for a long time and had been a pest who just could not get
the hint that Sakshi was not interested.
‘Yes.. Robert … I am worried, Gaurav.
I am really worried. The girls are hiding something!‘, concluded Prateek.
At that moment Gaurav knew what
he had to do. He emailed his acceptance to Kumar. Sakshi did call. She had seen
the missed calls. But Gaurav was interested to know who she was talking to.
Sakshi would not answer; she was indignant that Gaurav had become so possesive.
So the day ended. Nobody slept well that night.
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Things moved like clockwork the
next day. By the time he reached office, there was a letter on his desk with
approval for his transfer from Surabhi’s boss. Before noon, his tickets for the
late evening flight reached him. Gaurav had just enough time to say Good Byes
to his friends in the company.
He was genuinely happy for the
first time this week. And he would be happy for next few hours.
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‘Hey Prateek, you cannot even
guess where I am…’, Gaurav sounded exhilarated.
Prateek was impatient and was
talking in hushed voice. ‘Shut up and listen, this is urgent. Do you remember I
told you how Sakshi was talking on the phone for a long time to Robert and how they
were planning to meet? Well, it turns out, she was giving interviews. And She
had been to Bangalore to accept her offer this week. Robert is the HR from the
new company. She packed her bags and left for Bangalore 2 hours ago!’
When Prateek arrived at the
airport an hour later, Gaurav was in a security room unable to walk or talk and
staring incomprehensively into oblivion.
In Bangalore, realizing that her 'Surprise' had backfired, it was two days before Sakshi could speak to anyone without crying.
In Bangalore, realizing that her 'Surprise' had backfired, it was two days before Sakshi could speak to anyone without crying.